Have you ever

Have You Ever, Just sat and thought what Life was all about, as far as looking for what you want in the person that you want to spend the rest of your life with? Or what form of peace you want in your life? This is what is going on in my mind at this time..
Have you ever, Felt like you were not in control anymore, like you have released yet replenished your mind with thoughts of Laughter, Joy and Friendships, My heart skipped today and it felt like it leaped higher than any rainbow that you would be able to see in the sky. My only concern is, Will it stay or will it come and go just like the rain?
Have you ever felt that what is in your head is forbidden, not suppose to be felt or attended to? My Mind is telling me that I need to Stop, Drop, and Roll.. I need to STOP The firewall that is up in my head not letting me feel anything, Drop that act that I do not know what is really going on in my mind… and Roll on into this new lease in life that I have, and let everyone know that I have 2 sides of me…. and they will be getting along just fine.
Have you ever Listen to the fall of rain?Take a stroll around a park, or any sidewalk and pay attention to what the water is really trying to say to you, and look at the way a couple that is in love really look and listen to the pitter patter of the rain when it slowly starts to fall, then listen to what your heart is telling you and feel the peace that you get from that… You now know how I feel !!!!!!!HAVE YOU EVER??????