Me and Mirror :-))

For all the times, I have hurt YOU, in ways I did not even know..
For all the times I looked at YOU in disgust, abused you and Hid you from the world!
For all those times I simply blamed YOU for everything that happened or I thought would have happened….
I just want to say I am also so sorry for the times that I thought YOUwould eventually disappoint me!
Now I can say YOU never disappointed me, nor did you really disgust me, I never gave YOU a chance, I never even let you shine like I knew
YOU could..
Sorry for all the hurt…. and I am also glad that YOU and I can move forward together…
Oooooohhhh!!!!!!! The Mirror is less Foggy and I can see Clearly Now!!!
I am sorry to nobody else other than me..
I was broken for so long, but no one knew except ME and MY HEART.
I think am finally at peace with me! I am HAPPY WITH ME! And Love Myself..

It is when we start to really love ourselves from the INSIDE out.. That we began to be able to Truly Love! And we start to heal and Love others! I am so ready for this Journey of discovering myself. And Yeah!!!!!,, It all began because of inspiration of my love..Thank you so much for believing in me..

P.S: What did you think I am saying sorry to whom.I am saying sorry to myself.
Hooo-haaa “I love myself and My______ ”

***I am in LOVE***

The first time I saw you- the childish and cute smile and delight written all over your face…
I fell in love with you.
The day when our eyes met and brows stitched …
I fell in love with you.
The day when bell rang and I rushed to see, to my surprise it was you..
I fell in love with you.
The time when you walked out of shower and quivering off the dainty droplets…
I fell in love with you.
The last time we met, …
How I felt all over again,
To know what you are,
To know what it means to be yours,
To know who I am,
And know that I needn’t change because you love me the way I am…
And I do love you for who you are…
You know it, I fall in love with you again and again, again and again…
Lucky to have you as my life partner…

Judgement %(

Jumping in - jumping out and judging people.. anybody –everybody does it.
We are damn quick to form an opinion about someone and we know it is not right but, I say do what you want.
Be what you want just don’t be a fake, don’t act like life is perfect.
No one has the perfect life and I will puke on you if you tell me that, lollzzz...
Love people for who they are and stop judging them.
Guys, guys, guys life is too short to keep judging people.
Remember you too are not perfect.

^~~**For Her~~^~~*

Our mischievous laughter.
Our chocolaty beaming visage.
Flavour while shopping.
How many days we have depleted, laughing, gossiping and giggling in my and your room.
How many gifts and cards and letters we have given each other in cheerfulness and in gloom. All the handcrafted friendship day cards and gifts.
Lunch breaks, scout guide camps, dance rehearsals.
Remember the times we fought.
Remember the times we cried.
Remember the way our feet begins tapping to everything hummable.
Hang outs and movies. All the spaces we ventured out together.
The way we held each other for an extended moment.
Miss all the times we spent together.

To the nights that never ended, but to the arguments that did.

To the frienships that ended, and the sisterhood that did begin.

Till the end we will always be best friends..

This ones was for you My Best Friend..

I am thinking I should start studying now. After office ,its songs, not amount of time left. Never interested in daily soaps, and all that saas-bahu gyaaaan. That’s what kills my mood and pushes it to either extremes. Studies will start from tomorrow, which never comes.
As of now, its all boredom, confusion, frustration, and lack of enjoyable activity all these are highlights of my current state. Aaaah …

Have you ever

Have You Ever, Just sat and thought what Life was all about, as far as looking for what you want in the person that you want to spend the rest of your life with? Or what form of peace you want in your life? This is what is going on in my mind at this time..
Have you ever, Felt like you were not in control anymore, like you have released yet replenished your mind with thoughts of Laughter, Joy and Friendships, My heart skipped today and it felt like it leaped higher than any rainbow that you would be able to see in the sky. My only concern is, Will it stay or will it come and go just like the rain?
Have you ever felt that what is in your head is forbidden, not suppose to be felt or attended to? My Mind is telling me that I need to Stop, Drop, and Roll.. I need to STOP The firewall that is up in my head not letting me feel anything, Drop that act that I do not know what is really going on in my mind… and Roll on into this new lease in life that I have, and let everyone know that I have 2 sides of me…. and they will be getting along just fine.
Have you ever Listen to the fall of rain?Take a stroll around a park, or any sidewalk and pay attention to what the water is really trying to say to you, and look at the way a couple that is in love really look and listen to the pitter patter of the rain when it slowly starts to fall, then listen to what your heart is telling you and feel the peace that you get from that… You now know how I feel !!!!!!!HAVE YOU EVER??????

miss my 1st work station

May be as I am growing older and trying to get used to this professional life, I’d take it more graciously.
But as first experiences go, I am quiet gleeful at having such relations of friends more than colleagues.
Not quiet surprisingly, I found myself strangely disconnected with the people around me.
Though, I’ll carry some great memories of my first job. Me getting apart from you guys, had happened to happen someday.
Geneous public, we rock the way we are.
Hopefully, the future holds more fun and better people.
The cloud of hope never ends.

Experience has taught me that getting attached without absolute certainty can lead only to pain. Because your expectations rise exponentially, you automatically and even unconsciously become vulnerable to anything remotely related to that person, place or event. The worst part is, you cannot take an impartial judgement about that situation or person. Thought of putting a full stop on my diary writing came to mind (due to some reasons), but I didn’t, I suppose I didn't do it because I knew I'd be fine, things will be fine..

Keep Learning From Life And People..

When we all are equal, why do we get treated by someone so badly? Learn from it as well. Rather than finding faults in them thank the person because he or she taught you something. Each person who enters our life teaches us a unique lesson.
· When someone lies to you, it teaches you that things are not always what they seem. The truth is often far beneath the surface. We have to look beyond the masks people wear.
· When a loved one is unfaithful to you, you learn to take up the challenge to make the person faithful.
· When someone steals from you, it teaches you that nothing is forever. So, start appreciating what you have because you never know when you might lose it.
· Never take your beloved ones, friends, family, for granted because today and sometimes only this very moment is the only guarantee you may have.
· When someone breaks your heart, it teaches you that loving someone does not always mean that the person will love you back.
· When you are wronged, the most virtuous thing you can do is forgive the offender without pretence. Forgiving those who have hurt us is often the most difficult and painful thing of life’s experiences, but it is also the most courageous thing you can do.
When you enter someone’s life whether by plan, chance or coincidence, consider what you will teach ? ? ?
Will you teach love or a harsh lesson of reality?
When you die will your life have resulted in-
More loving or more hurting?
More comfort or more pain?
More joy or more sadness?
Each one of has the power to fill someone’s life with colors. Use it wisely.

Bend But Dont Break

At times we find ourselves in such bad situations, unhappy moments and breaking points-- not knowing what to do? Whom to blame? What are the possible solutions?
All “WH” Q’s start coming in mind, but with no answers, no solution, no conclusion. During this experience, we probably feel mix of emotions that threatens us very badly. We feel emotionally drained and mentally exhausted. Our efforts to improve everything and creating understanding and removing complexities don’t give any results. There is no formula to predict how a relationship may turn out. We feel so helpless and start getting all the negative vibes. Fear of future, fear of being inadequate, fear of time slipping by, fear of being left alone, is the image that keeps coming in mind. Next time while experiencing so, try your best not to let the situation get the best out of you. Life is a mixture of good times and bad times, happy moments and sad moments. Life is full of tough decisions that need to be made. Be patient and keep watching WHATS NEXT??? Patience has a magical effect which might fade away our doubts, and answer our Q’s. Life cannot be defined as black or white, there is always a grey shade in between. You can only say I give my 100% to what I do. It is all in words, it is all lie. Nobody can do so, it is always 100 minus something. If you do so, stop that because while doing so you completely ignore others.
Well said- “life can be summed up in four words—“LIFE JUST MOVES ON…”
Adding to it I also say life just moves on and so should we. Things and situations are never the same and we have to learn to live with them, the way they are. With a hope for a better tomorrow or a better situation, things may not be as bad as they seem to be. Breaking and giving up is never a solution to any problem.If times get tough and we are at a breaking point, bend but please don’t ever break.
Remember everybody makes mistake that is why they put erasers on pencils.

Memories Remain~~

Days are moving and covering another day in life. Day, another day, another week, another month, and years pass by. Time moves so fast and life asks so much, even the best and close ones get out of touch, some we lose. Its only memories of the past that is constant, when everything else is changing. Missing everyone is only option what is left. Catching everyone on social networking sites. All the beautiful moments spent together are cherished. Times have changed and paths changed. At times, everything seems scattered. Lets accept we don’t even have enough time to say a simple “Hi”, anyways lets not get into it. Friends are not forgotten, just this much that time is the only factor that is putting all of us apart. Things change and they are never same again.

The Noise Of Music..

When I was in my school till Class X ,singing any Hindi song was blasphemy. Within the little world we had ,we were convinced that every form of Hindi music outside was out there to corrupt our minds, and therefore not listening them was the best way of keeping the outside influence out. You know, no garbage in and no garbage out .We had our own set of songs (all patriotic songs) to sing and dance on Annual Function, Republic Day, Independence Day. I believe that we learned a great deal from these songs at that time—my love for these genres of songs and music stems from the time I spent there reading, singing, dancing and assimilating them. However, whenever I went home I listened to good Hindi music I secretly liked it, although I never admitted that. You got to practice what you preach.
After leaving school, I started listening to Hindi music. This was part rebellion, and part realization that among the many good things taught there, some crap came through as well. So I started humming the tunes of many romantic and silent melodies, started talking about Mohammad Rafi, Sonu Nigam, Pankaj Udas, and so on….. and discussed melodies from the latest movies with friends. The transition to actually and whole heartedly accepting this sort of music took time; it happened only when I reached college. We danced to tunes of many and excitedly looked forward to new releases from the music industry.
Things were different when it came to English songs. Earlier rock music was like some people were asked to clean a lot of dirty vessels and screamed their lungs out complaining about it while they were at it. I admit, it was absolute torture for me to listen most of these songs. Again I admit, it has grown on me. And now, I can tap my feet to the jingle of it… I don’t know many of the voices or bands which play on the Radio or T.V, but yeah, some sound really good. I like some forms of English music now, and may be I will like some more in the future.
But I am glad that it has happened to me that way.
And now very much into listening and humming these songs all day long and dedicating it to My Love.
Music like love, is one of those things you cannot have enough—the more you have, the finer your senses become.

Our Introduction To The World..

A for Apple. B for Ball. C for Cat ,,,, bla bla bla … This is our introduction to a world that comprises an alphabetical deluge, numerical jargon, science projects, starched uniforms, supervised tiffin boxes, and not to forget the endless nightmare of homework, summer vacations, Diwali and Christmas holidays and so on….
Things were all so simple, nothing to think about so deeply. Things were so flexible to live with.
Time passes by and its only memories that remain forever…
SCHOOL DAYS.
Love them and miss them very badly.